Last night i had the weirdest dream, It started off with me walking outside in my neighborhood, for some reason i was a kid again, and my dad told me we were going to the beach, and i went to go get in his car, (which was a fed-ex truck for some reason) but for some reason, he went into reverse at like 90 mph, and then he said "look at what i can do" and then launched himself forward, at like 120, and then he launched himself into the sky, over my house, landed on the roof, flew directly up into the sky, and exploded into vivid red fireworks. then, i saw this animation of a black silhouette of people reacting to the explosion (kinda like that one of senpai dying in fnf), and then once the animation ended, i was back where i was before, except now there was a crowd of people outside my house for some reason. I walked up to the porch, and there was this short old lady standing there perfectly still on the porch. She had long white hair, was wearing a grey shirt, dark grey pants and black shoes...

Her face, i remember in vivid detail it was kinda like a mixture the keebler elf, and one of those twitter memes, but it all looked distorted and kinda ai generated (kinda hard to explain maybe i'll draw it or smth). For some reason, this disturbed me (maybe because i REALLY don't like bad ai art, the shit makes my skin crawl)

Anyway, i tried to push her out the way, but she wouldn't budge, like she was glued to the ground, or made of a really thick jelly (kinda like gooigi from luigi's mansion 3). For whatever reason, i really wanted to get inside that house, and the noises of the loud crowd were getting to me, so i ran around back to try to go in through the back door.

There's this patio before you get to the back door, with this small flight of stairs. When i was about 10 feet from the stairs, the same old lady from earlier came out the ground like goo and blocked that door. I started to get distressed, and called out for my mom who was (presumably) inside the house, but alas, there was no answer. I started going around front, and then the animation from earlier played again, 3 times, and then it zoomed out, to me, watching a video of me. Then, i was at school, but for some reason instead of being near where i live, it was in the middle of fucking skid row...

I ran down a hall, to find my brother, and then the building burst into flames. I tried to run out of the building, but by the time i did, my bus was leaving. I waved my arms trying to get the driver, but they didn't see me. I then cut through the woods to get to another school (i guess the bus was going to that school next), and then i saw Andrew Tate talking to some random lady about his abusive childhood, and about how his mother never loved him. (lol)

Eventually, I woke up, with sleep paralysis, and for some reason, my mind immediately went back to the old lady, but i didn't see any demons or anything cuz i was only paralyzed for 10 secs.

I swear to god that dream was like a youtube poop or a shitpost... (Especially with my dad exploding into fireworks and the andrew tate shit), Idk what the purpose or meaning of this dream - Maybe i should do some soul searching, or more likely, somebody spiked my dinner.

So why do i tell you all of this? Well, because i plan to milk the shit outta this dream, for like songs and art and stuff. Last time i made a song from a vivid dream it went well, (it's actually my best song!)

If i do end up making something from this dream, i'll link back to this cuz i don't feel like explaining all this again...

if you read all the way to the end, then congrats! You just got insight into the mind of a schizo.

uh... imma just post this here

Why am i posting this here? Well... i have a sort of history with losing old songs for ever... I Lost over 200 beepbox songs back in the day cuz i deleted my search history... For what? Idfk, but i think it's best we don't know why...

The ones not lost cuz of that, were lost soon after, when my dumbass brought my half-broken computer to school, and it got either stolen, or thrown away... ;'(

For some reason, over the past few months, i've been seeing more spiders around, like anywhere i go, and naturally i always kill them because i hate spiders

Anyway, most time of the time i don't even end up killing them, because they end up killing themselves

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For example, one time, during a heatwave, i got arbys, and so did my brother. Then, at some point, a spider lowered himself into a slushie my brother got. By the time my brother noticed, he had froze to death. I remember asking him what he would do to the spider since it dropped into his slushie and he said "oh no he froze to death"

He picked him up and then the spider proceeded to disintegrate and turn into dust...

Idk why the spider didn't get out or something but he got what he deserved because it was like 85 degrees and we had nothing else to drink...

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Another time, a spider crawled out from the darkness of night at the same time i was about to take the dog outside to take a fat shit. My dog saw him and proceeded to inspect it, Naturally, the spider did what anyone would do and ran for his fucking life, but since he's a spider, the dog caught up to him and ate him. Then, like 2 seconds later, the he spat him out, and then the spider started running away again, and then he got eaten again, and then got spit out again. Now, he was just twitching, and then he ate him again, and then spit him out again, and now the spider was not moving. Then, he ate him again and he was gone for good...

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ANOTHER time, a big ass spider was chilling on the wall, and then i hit him with a shoe, and he disentegrated without a trace.. feel bad for that guy

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ANOTHER time, there was a spider in the bathroom, and he was crawling next to the dog, so the dog did what any dog would do and ate him. For context, he was basically one of those small spiders with the tiny legs...

5 minutes later, he spat out his body and nothing else, like he looked like period

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And finally, one time, there was a spider exploring my arm hairs like it was treading through a forest or smth... so naturally i threw him onto the fireplace and he sizzled and died... R.I.P

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Anyway, now that i look back on it, there were probably so many spiders because we left the windows open because it was extremely hot, because the ac broke, and it just so happened to be literally 100 degrees outside, and it reached a peak of 96 degrees in the house...

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Moral of the story, i don't like spiders but i can't help but chuckle every time i see one...

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There's too much drama on this fucking site man

GUYS WHERE'S HE AT I CAN'T FIND HIM

PLEASE HELP ME FIND HIM I'M HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

I like ya and I want ya. Now we can do this the easy way, or we can do it the hard way. the choice is yours.

A strange man pinned me down and licked my nipples while i was playing fortnite, i still won tho

She says storm chasing is not a good idea. She says i might die. That's true, But you could also die anywhere. She also wants me to "spend time with her" as if 10 minutes isn't enough. I need my cloud watching sessions. They are only 6 hours, really not that long when you think about it. She's always nagging me to "do other stuff than look at the weather." Actual insanity.